THE THING WITH 3 Ts

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turning less shitty

dude, never underestimate parents.. they knew way more than i thought, even though i was careful to never cry at home or like, show angryness or anything. they're amazing

baby me <3

SHIT

facts:
in the past months i lost about 13 pounds
i haven't have a proper night of sleep since last october (except for half of january cause my doc gave my sleeping pills then)
i lost the willing to do anything, and i used to be the most active and enthusiastic person i knew
nothing gives me the pleasure it used to (not even dancing)
i experience sadness angryness and anxiety 90% more than EVER before
i cry for no reason about 3 or 4 times a week
i feel guilty for EVERYTHING, ALL THE TIME
i can't concentrate, i can't remember things, my hole body aches, i have headaches, and i'm exhausted!
my social life went pretty much to hell


how do you tell your loving parents that you have probably been under depression for about 4 months when you know they have their own shit to deal with -a LOT- and you know they' ll feel guilt as fuck for not noticing completely even though is not their fault cause you'be been hiding it awesomely well?
i realised lately i probably need to go to a psichologist though, so i need to tell them.. i just don't know how to.

It gives me chills...

...to think if i would've been born 33 years before, and did social working as i do now, i'd probably be dead or "dissapeared".

Today is a sad day to remember in argentina. 33 years ago we were falling to our darkest period with a military dictatorship that tortured, kidnapped, killed and/or dissapeared everybody who might threathen their power, or anyone who knew or was family with any of the previous, or just anyone who decided to do social working or be a priest that cared about poor people. the army litterally watched the streets, things such as freedom of expression or thinking didn't exist and people barely knew what was happening and fear was something you couldn't run away even for one day.
Today the hole country cries the dissapearing of more than 30 000 people. they'll never be forgotten.

Favorite lyrics (part 1)

When you wake up the world will come around. (Lullaby - Fall Out Boy)

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs, but I'm afraid that someone else will hear me. (The Shipped Gold Standard - Fall Out Boy)

Forever allways seems to be around when things begin but forever never seems to be around when things end. (Forever - Ben Harper)

You gave me nothing now it’s all I’ve got. (One - U2)

I want to trip inside your head, spend the day there. (+) Freedom has a scent, like the top of a new born baby’s head. (Miracle Drug - U2)

I just found out theres no such thing as the real world, just a lie youve got to rise above. (No Such Thing - John Mayer)

Through playful lips made of yarn, that fragile Capricorn unraveled words like moths upon old scarves. I know the worlds a broken bone, but melt your headaches, call it home. (Northern Downpour - Panic At The Disco)

Eyes closed for lives to open up. Free fall with me to open up. (Spit The Dark - Empires)

You go to my head and you linger like a haunting refrain. And I find you spinning 'round in my brain like the bubbles in a glass of champagne. (You Go To My Head - Haven Gillespie)

In My Life

Starting college on monday.. really gonna hate waking up at 5.30 am. the rest, not so much.

We got somethin' we both know it
We don't talk too much about it
Yeah it ain't no real big secret all the same
Somehow we get around it
Listen it don't really matter to me baby
You believe what you want to believe
You see you don't have to live like a refugee

Somewhere, somehow, somebody
Must have kicked you around some
Tell me why you wanna lay there
And revel in your abandon
Honey it don't make no difference to me baby
Everybody's had to fight to be free
You see you don't have to live like a refugee
Now baby you don't have to live like a refugee

Baby we ain't the first
I'm sure a lot of other lover's been burned
Right now this seems real to you
But it's one of those things
You gotta feel to be true

Somewhere, somehow, somebody
Must have kicked you around some
Who knows, maybe you were kidnapped
Tied up, taken away and held for ransom
It don't really matter to me
Everybody's had to fight to be free
You see you don't have to live like a refugee
I said you don't have to live like a refugee

finally buying the dvd

"Dance first. Think later. It's the natural order."

-Samuel Beckett-

"No pasa un dia sin que estemos por un instante en el paraiso"
(Not a single day goes by in which we do not, for an instant, live in paradise)
-Jorge Luis Borges-

my very cute baby bro

awesome argentinian commercial

HAPPY WOMAN'S DAY!

Take these shoes
Click clacking down somedead end street
Take these shoes
And make them fit
Take this shirt
Polyester white trashmade in nowhere
Take this shirt
And make it clean, clean
Take this soul
Stranded in some skin and bones
Take this soul
And make it sing


Take these hands
Teach them what to carry
Take these hands
Don't make a fist
Take this mouth
So quick to criticise
Take this mouth
Give it a kiss

Take this city
A city should be shining on a hill
Take this city
If it be your will
What no man can own, no man can take
Take this heart
Take this heart
Take this heart
And make it break

SOME BALLET PICS I LOVE (cause i restarted all my dancing lessons this week and i can't seem to think of anything else)

i saved them in my computer without saving the name of the photographers, so if you happen to know who took them please tell me!

this last one is by bruce monk

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best dudes EVER (minus some)

motto nº2

"Decir que los hombres son personas y como personas son libres y no hacer nada para lograr concretamente que esta afirmación sea objetiva, es una farsa"

-Paulo Freire-

i'll try my best here..

"To say men are people and as such they're free, and not do anything to make that afirmation concrete and objective, is a farse"

love her, love her passion, love the choreography, love the song, and love the camera work.
THIS IS PERFECTION

and lets add a pic so it doesn't look so empty..

day one.

Starting on this thing, we'll see how it goes.
I think i'll just post pics and thoughts and vids that either are mine or that i find inspiring in some way.
So... let's start with what basically is my life philosophy (stolen):

“Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth."
-Mark Twain-