THE THING WITH 3 Ts

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turning less shitty

dude, never underestimate parents.. they knew way more than i thought, even though i was careful to never cry at home or like, show angryness or anything. they're amazing

baby me <3

SHIT

facts:
in the past months i lost about 13 pounds
i haven't have a proper night of sleep since last october (except for half of january cause my doc gave my sleeping pills then)
i lost the willing to do anything, and i used to be the most active and enthusiastic person i knew
nothing gives me the pleasure it used to (not even dancing)
i experience sadness angryness and anxiety 90% more than EVER before
i cry for no reason about 3 or 4 times a week
i feel guilty for EVERYTHING, ALL THE TIME
i can't concentrate, i can't remember things, my hole body aches, i have headaches, and i'm exhausted!
my social life went pretty much to hell


how do you tell your loving parents that you have probably been under depression for about 4 months when you know they have their own shit to deal with -a LOT- and you know they' ll feel guilt as fuck for not noticing completely even though is not their fault cause you'be been hiding it awesomely well?
i realised lately i probably need to go to a psichologist though, so i need to tell them.. i just don't know how to.